February 2010
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Right now,
I wish I had wings. I wish I could fly. I wish I could transport. So I could finally just be with him. As cold as it is there, I’ll be warm, from his touch. The way his arms would wrap around me. How even if it’s 12 degrees, It’d feel like 70 because he warms my heart. I want to cry, but that’s not gonna get him any closer to me. That’s not gonna get me any closer to...
Feb 1st
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Have you ever
ahhnuldsf: arohapanda: just looked up into the sky, saw how beautiful the starts and moon looked and wonder if the person you love is looking at too? —thats what i’m doing right now….and you’re wishing they were right next to you, holding you and keeping you warm, then you look into their eyes and see that tinkle that just sends you to cloud 9. YES. Stargazing I like. And yeah I do wonder...
Feb 1st
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Have you ever
just looked up into the sky, saw how beautiful the starts and moon looked and wonder if the person you love is looking at too? —thats what i’m doing right now….and you’re wishing they were right next to you, holding you and keeping you warm, then you look into their eyes and see that tinkle that just sends you to cloud 9.
Feb 1st
January 2010
35 posts
Jan 31st
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Safe in your arms....
Love has no distance right? Right. Sometimes, this distance KILLS me. When I need him most, when I want him to just hold me and wipe my tears away, but he can’t physically do that. I’m having a rough time and right now, all I want is him…to be here….to tell me everything is gonna be okay. That no matter how much pain I’m in, he’s gonna be there to comfort me. I...
Jan 31st
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I win.
(: I win. Made him speechless. *look for the bold, that’s where I win. Skyy Panda: we’d change my bedsheets Skyy Panda: only to mess them up again Skyy Panda: cuddle and sleep Skyy Panda: love each other Skyy Panda: and then i’d wake up Skyy Panda: look at you as you sleep Skyy Panda: kiss you Skyy Panda: lay my head back down on your chest Skyy Panda: and finally feel at home....
Jan 28th
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Jan 26th
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“Entre deux coeurs qui s’aiment, nul besoin de paroles. Two hearts in love,...”
Jan 23rd
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You.
Last night, Chris asked me, “What do you acknowledge me for?” And I told him, for his heart, the way he loves me, how caring he is, how no matter what he’s always there for me. How he cares about my feelings and asks me if he can do something or if I want him do to something. How even when I’m sad, he finds a way to make me smile and laugh. Everything he does, he does with...
Jan 22nd
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Happy 3 months babe.
Today we made 3 months. I couldn’t help but smile as I woke up next to him and he was sleeping with his mouth open. And then he opened his eyes as he heard me moving. He was like, “Your phone kept going off and I couldn’t go back to sleep.” So I looked at him and smiled and said, “Go back to bed sleepyhead.” As we did. We stayed up til 12 my time just to wish...
Jan 19th
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“When I said forever, I meant it.”
Jan 17th
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When your worlds crumbles....
Who do I turn to? Who can I run to? Who will tell me that everything is gonna be okay? What do I do? Where do I go from here? I can never win.
Jan 17th
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Finding my way.
Sometimes, you get lost, and you don’t know who to turn to and where to go. Speaking up isn’t so easy when you have the weight of the world on your shoulders. You become this sea of emotions and you don’t know why you’re feeling this way. It could be one thing or it could be tons of things. You can’t seem to put your finger on it but when you do….It’s the...
Jan 17th
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Jan 15th
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“Seven days without you makes one weak.”
Jan 13th
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We all do it.
We all make mistakes. We all have moments where we do something bad. We all do it. But progression is when you learn that you’ve done wrong. You know that you’ve done wrong and you know never to do it again. I’ve done bad in my past. I’ve done wrong and I’ve never done it again. And if I did, it just proved that I had a risk to take. I don’t regret any bad thing...
Jan 13th
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You know what's funny?
When people can point out flaws in other people but can’t seem to find anything wrong with themselves. In all honesty, we all have flaws. Go ahead point out what’s wrong with me but I will tell you this, I ALREADY KNOW BITCH. heh.
Jan 12th
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Jan 12th
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I love Christopher Lomboy Santa Ana
I love Christopher Lomboy Santa Ana and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. <—-simple and sweet. Now the details. I love Christopher Lomboy Santa Ana and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. To have a future with this man, this loving caring man would be my greatest dream come true. I know, I sound insane but you know what? I’m insanely in love with this man. He...
Jan 10th
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Jan 9th
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I hate this feeling...
Like I’m losing him already. Like I’ve done everything in my power to hold on this long. I’m breaking my own heart. Thinking that he’s gonna leave me. Thinking all this shit I can’t get away from. I’m scared. I’m so fucking scared. It’s like…a gun to the head when you’ve hurt the one person you love. My heart is breaking, My hands are...
Jan 6th
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“When you’ve done something wrong, admit it to yourself, even if you...”
Jan 6th
Jan 6th
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Self Image.
I don’t like my self image. The way I see myself physically. I think I’m fat and ugly. A lot of people wonder why. I grew up not being pretty. I grew up not being skinny. A lot of the time, I was told that I was ugly and fat. I believed it. I saw it. I felt it. A lot of the time, it hurt. I grew to know care. But on the inside, I still did. I know who I am. I know I’m a great...
Jan 6th
Jan 5th
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I loved you from the start.
It’s funny, when you think back to when you first meet someone. How much you’ve grown with them and how you truly felt. I think back, when I first met Chris. First thoughts: Cute, he has great talents and he makes me smile. I love the way he smiled, I loved the way he sang, I love the way he was. He had that feel good vibe. Even when something was wrong he didn’t let that get...
Jan 4th
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Never giving up.
This is a new year, I’m gonna start a new life and a new me. Don’t worry, I’m not gonna change who I am but I’m gonna change my eating habits and the way I see myself. I’m not gonna give up hope on my life. This sickness…I have sometimes brings me down. Then Chris, has to come bring it back up. I’m hoping to soon finally get better. I love it when Chris...
Jan 3rd
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Confessions/Memories of 2009
Somethings I’ve kept in. Nameless, but you can guess if you please. Some nicer than others but it must be said. I never really knew what went through your head as you decided that I was no longer your best friend. It’s sad that we parted again, but this time, for good. You’ve become a monster and I hope that you are happy now. I’m glad I’ve met you guys. You guys...
Jan 1st