i think i’ve finally come to terms with you, it’s kinda sad but, what is there really left to do? we don’t talk, and i kinda feel like i’m pointless in your life as you are in mine. i’m not gonna keep acting like it doesn’t hurt but this is my goodbye. i’m sorry. and yes, i guess you can say i ended our friendship via a tumblr post. i hope you understand. YOLO. lmfao. sorry again.

ps. please don’t miss me, seeing as you never missed me while i was around. 

i’m sorry i unfollowed you. lol YOLO

i think i post more at night because no one sees these anyway. lol. when most of my feelings are at their prime. 

lmfao i just almost had a fucking breakdown. what would my life be without a fucking computer? lol. my life.

30 Day Letter Challenge

1. Your Best Friend (just one) 
2. Your Crush/Boyfriend 
3. Your parents 
4. Someone you want to give a second chance to 
5. Your sibling (or closest relative) 
6. Your dreams 
7. A stranger 
8. Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush 
9. Your favorite internet friend 
10. Someone you wish you could meet 
11. Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to 
12. A Deceased person you wish you could talk to 
13. The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain 
14. Someone you wish could forgive you 
15. Someone you’ve drifted away from 
16. The person you miss the most 
17. Someone that’s not in your state/country 
18. Someone from your childhood 
19. The person that you wish you could be 
20. Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad 
21. The one that broke your heart the hardest 
22. Someone you judged by their first impression 
23. The last person you kissed 
24. The person that gave you your favorite memory 
25. The person you know that is going through the worst of times 
26. The last person you made a pinky promise to 
27. The friendliest person you knew for only one day 
28. Someone that changed your life 
29. The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to 
30. Your reflection in the mirror

it would be great to be in your arms right now, but skype will just have to do.

As much as I hate myself for being too clingy, I also love myself for finally not giving up on something in my life.

find myself up til the break of dawn trying to figure out if this is how it’s supposed to be. it’s never the case. you will never miss me the way i miss you. 

hungry. seriously. wat should i eat? i need ramen and miso. .-. ~n~ feed me pl0x.

and ps this new tumblr shit where it doesn’t tweet part of what you want it to, fck all that. switch back bitch. 

A lot has happened in the past few weeks since I’ve turned 21. A lot of nostalgia that I do maybe miss in some sense but I know it happend for a reason and also a lot of what the fuck am I doing with my life? Truth is, I don’t know where I’m going or who I’m gonna be in the next few months. I don’t have a lot of say in how this sickness is gonna turn out but I’m hoping it leaves completely. I’m not saying its holding me back, but I am afraid of what is to is to come.

The awkward moment when someone asks you how old you are and you tell them you’re 21 and they look like you like you’re lying. Yeah, I’m getting that a lot. I’m not 13 sorry.

Seriously can’t sleep right now. Forced to use safari because I’m tired of looking at the app all zoomed in and ugly. Whatever. It’s nights like these I wish you were here more than ever. I’ve been thinking a lot bout how you could be here right now. What can I do? Nothing. I am excited for you tho babe. You’re gonna be an uncle soon. Woot. Who knew. My guess it’s a girl. Lol. Well I’m gonna get a snack or something maybe.

itspos answered your question: Does anyone know if tumblr has a better app for…

I just use safari. =\

fo shiz? ugh, i don’t wanna use that. looks awkward. -.- i’ma develop the ipad tumblr app. lol jk.

I’ve NEVER had long nails before and couple of them just cracked. Whenever in water, they get VERY soft. Does anyone know how to maintain them? How to keep them strong? A nail polish you’d recommend?